We all want things that we aren’t entitled to. I’ve wanted to be in love for a long time. I used to trick myself into believing I was in love when really I had just found someone who would tolerate me. I wanted it that badly. I still want it, but sometimes it is better to be open to something you want instead of seeking it out. When a woman rejects me it still hurts, but I act like it doesn’t. Sometimes women are afraid of telling me that they reject me; they don’t want to expend emotion on me. Is that selfish? I guess it could be. I probably only think that because it hurts to not be worth telling. Is it selfish to think that? I guess it could be.
[just because you aren’t entitled doesn’t mean you don’t deserve it.]
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